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Why do i do this to myself and others. How the heck people can put up with me i don't know. aCtually, people don't put up with me, they can't, because I always drive them away. I annoy them so much they just can't take me anymore and that is the truth. Alone, meant to be alone. Why did i become the person I am today. People are so better off without me, i do believe that. God I hate myself, really, truely, do hate myself. Why do I do this. Why. I am sorry, so so sorry. No one deserves me, I don't deserve anyone. :cry:

 

[*dilligaf*]

:hug: :hug: :hug:

 

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Thanks hun, but I don't deserve them.

 

[*dilligaf*]

if i knew who you were id be able to say if you deserved hugs :wink:

 

[JustWatchMeChange]

Act. Read the book, "How to Win Friends and Influence People", and try to apply it. We can stew or we can change.

 

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Trust me, I don't deserve them. I manage to wreak everything good that comes my way. Thanks to my own stupid insecurities. I feel so low right now.

 

[*dilligaf*]

why dont u PM me hun

 

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Thank you, I may do later. That's if I live that long, I am such a fuck up, and I hate it. Anyway, I'll stop whining now. :hug:

 

[*dilligaf*]

Please do,
I think I might know who this is, and if I'm right you are not a fuck up hun.
PM me and we can talk about this :hug:

 

[Spearmint]

Hm..I think I might know who this is..If you want to talk, you can PM me. :hug:

 

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Act. Read the book, "How to Win Friends and Influence People", and try to apply it. We can stew or we can change.

Thank you. I'm gonna be quiet now, so I'm not going to publicly 'stew' any longer.

 

[*dilligaf*]

Come on hun. Everybody is allowed to vent. Why do't u tell us who you are and then we can help you more?