reading what others are feeling, usually the same as i do, makes me feel a little better somehow. i am 24 and have very little working experience. very little. been applying for retail jobs like toysrus, bestbuy, gamestop. but i've not a call back. i thought it'd be easy to find some work in big chains like these. i have not worked for 2-4 years. last job i did was courier service and it was only for about 2months (because i made an excuse about traveling abroad just to quit.) I will be graduating this semester with a bachelor in graphic design and its not going too well for me. i don't have the best portfolio and i haven't had any internships in this field. i'm still living with and off my mother and all my friends have jobs. so i often feel like a loser. i dont have any of my own income at all. and i think of suicide again but i will never do it.