24 hours of emotion.

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by slim_to_none, Mar 19, 2008.

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  1. slim_to_none

    slim_to_none Well-Known Member

    i dont know what im doing.
    i dont know what im saying.

    i took a massive overdose yesterday.
    and woke up perfectly fine today.
    i dont even know which way is up right now.
    i saw one of my counsellors today and told her exactly what i'd taken and she wasnt too worried about me.
    apparently i chose to OD on non-toxic drugs.
    clever. no.

    but the thing is that i have been doing so so amazingly well for months.
    imagine a really freaking happy person, and that was me.
    everything felt great. it was all okay.
    and in the space of 24 hours ive gone from being okay to desperate to end it all.

    i dont know what to do.
    please. someone out there. please. just help me. talk to me. anything.
     
  2. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    sorry to read about the OD, and your current low feelings. what's going on?
    i see you have a counsellor, are you able to open up to them?
    i have also had wild mood swings on my path to recovery. I just try my best to weather them without giving in to the urges to self-destruct. It takes lots of practice,
    thinking of you,
    catherine
     
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