i dont know what im doing. i dont know what im saying. i took a massive overdose yesterday. and woke up perfectly fine today. i dont even know which way is up right now. i saw one of my counsellors today and told her exactly what i'd taken and she wasnt too worried about me. apparently i chose to OD on non-toxic drugs. clever. no. but the thing is that i have been doing so so amazingly well for months. imagine a really freaking happy person, and that was me. everything felt great. it was all okay. and in the space of 24 hours ive gone from being okay to desperate to end it all. i dont know what to do. please. someone out there. please. just help me. talk to me. anything.