*sigh* Its got to the point that i just wanna die. my life is already royally fucked as it is, and i would rather just get run over by a truck then even atempt to get anywhere. i just don't care. I have no job, im getting kicked out of my home in 2 weeks and have nowhere to go.. my dad is bitching at me about it.... and he wants me to get on and sort it all out, but i just don't care. id actually rather die then try to get a job and im not just saying that im serrious.... i have nothiing going for me, i have a $16K student loan for this year and have failed all my papers because i don't really have any drive and i don't give a fuck. so thats $16,000 worth of nothing. meh, yea id rather die then deal... yea... im just not cut out for life.