Feeling down recently... Stopped taking meds ever since i stopped seeking counseling, and that's only because i graduated and do not have the privilege anymore to use the counseling center. My anti-social tendencies is coming back. Been sleeping alot, watching media, playing video games. Job/internship seeking has not progressed. Working at retailer is tiresome. Very sad lately, want to take meds, but it would offer no solution. can't afford any either. want to end it all. too much negativity in my thoughts. must think positive. must think positive. but no matter how positive i think, this sad feeling does not escape.