What can I do when it should be over? What can I do when there is nothing I can look forward to? Why should I care if everyday feels the same? Why should I try when everything is done? What can I do when I have lost it all? What do I do when its all too late? What do I do when everything is over? Why is wrong with me? I wish I can answer this, I wish I can tell myself this is a dream and soon I will wake up and get back to my life who's supposed to be happy? Fuck it. Its not gonna happen.