No girlfriend, I've never felt the warm touch of a girls embrace. I have no job, Women say I an super hot, but issues as a child kept me away from them as fear of rejection. If a girl got close I would just kinda push her away. I cant read any of the signals, eye contact, none of that... I can fill out a million job recommendations and get a million rejections and one girl shooting me down will kill me for weeks. I just cant do it. Ive reached the age, 26 The time for young love is gone. What is the most painless way out. My parents say I am a failure. My dad said he can't even produced such a worthless human being.