hello i`m 29 and i wanna give up on this life.i can`t believe that i can go on much further.i have 3 kids and i dont honestly know why i planned to have kids knowing the same problems you had when you are younger never go away. i tried to kill myself twice when i was 16 and then again when i was 18.i was put into a mental hospital for 2 weeks and about 18 months later my daughter was born. i kept on being told to snap out of my depression and ever since then i have been on and off anti-depressants.i have stopped taking them at the moment because i hate the fact i need to take them.firstly they dont make your dick work so i guess its eithier or head works or your dick does. if i cant have sex there is really no feeling of happiness and i feel like a failure so further more leads me into this depression. hate life,hate myself and hate work- currently off and dont want to go back but the longer i stay off the worse it gets.no money,no job,no house - the problems just go on. i love my girlfriend and kids but sometimes i`m just too fucked up for this life and want a easy escape i guess. any comments?