i got let out of hospital after I took <mod edit: bunny - methods> paracetamol tablets. Went in monday and was in 3 nights. Things have gotten so on top of me. Have been feeling depressed for a year and have been on pills which don't seem to work. I was on a drip for 3 days. Didn't really get any side effects from it just was dizzy on the monday and was throwing up in hospital. I have been seeing a counsellor however nothing much has come of it. The person that has most helped is the psychologist at the hospital - however io still feel the same and i don't regret it. It is horrible being home though. The hospital was my safe place and now I am just reminded of everything as I wonder round my home. Iam trying to get get better but keep hitting that brick wall. It wasn't my 1st attempt just overa week ago i tok <mod edit: no numbers please> pills with loads of alcohol and 2 days after that did it again with cough medicine and alcohol. Do I want to Die? Well I don't know - I just don't want to live like this anymore and can't see a way out. Will it happen again? I really don't know!