3 years later ....

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by whybother?, Jul 11, 2012.

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  1. whybother?

    whybother? Well-Known Member

    Last night i self harmed for the first time in 3 years, nothing triggered me ..i find myself sitting here craving to do it again, I really wants to do it but i know i shouldn't. Ive lost friends because of this in the past so im scared to tell any1. I dont want help i just want to slash my arm and feel how good it is. Dreading work 2morrow because i work with 1 of my friends and as soon as she see's it shes gonna litrally force me to the doctors and i dont want to :(

    I know its wrong and i should get help ...but i feel so shit and the only release is s/h so i dont want to stop ...

    *sigh* :(
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    YOu slipped up so we all do hun YOu know youcannot keep using this as a coping skill time to use other skills to get you through ok keep talking here reach out to your doc
    I hope you don't get into this habit again not after you have done so well hun 3 years way to go
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