Hi, I am feeling extremely suicidal now. I have just quit my job on Thursday - It was a professional, high-paying job, but I just can't handle the stress because of my mental illness (I have bipolar disorder, mostly on the low side). I am looking for another accounting job again, but I have the sick feeling that even if I found another job, I wouldn't be able to hold it for very long. My father was trying to tell me that I think too negatively. But I think there is a history of failure in my life I can not escape. I simply can not finish what I started. I now see my life at a point that I can no longer move forward. I want to kill myself, perhaps by hanging. But people tell me I should give it another try. I have given life second chance again and I failed. What can prove that I will succeed in my third try. I don't know why I am coming to this forum to post. But I just want to tell people my story. I feel sick to my stomach.