The title says it all,thats what Ive always been,this depression has killed me Im already dead,spend my days just taking care of dad,he has parkinson disease,and thats enough,I dont know what else to say,other than I dont know what the future will reserve for me,I dont even think about future,this pain is destroying my brain,since Im unemployed for over 8 years now(been studying till 28)...who will employ a wasted garbage like that??,everytime I start to take steps in my life like to study again,I end up in a worse depression,maybe Im not meant to study,and work neither cause all my interviews were big failures so far.Ok,Im f***king off now,dads wants to go to toilet!!shit!!