Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by MoAnamCara, May 5, 2011.

  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    This night last year was one of the hardest.

    Fear and sadness.

    I'm sorry for what I never said.

    I'm sorry alcohol was your crutch.

    Sin sin.
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I am sorry for your loss and the pain to has brought...big hugs, J
  3. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Thank you Sadeyes

  4. icequeen

    icequeen Well-Known Member

  5. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Some sadness in my heart tonight.

    I feel guilty for having an okay day today and forgetting at times what day it is.

    I feel guilty for not telling her I loved her.

    Perhaps because I grew up in this alcohol induced environment.

    Too many conflicting thoughts at this time.

    But still sadness.
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  6. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I'm so sorry for your loss and pain...:console:
  7. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Thank you all -

  8. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    sorry for your loss hugs to you