:(

[tintin]

I am sooo sorry.

I need shooting


I give up

:cry:

 

[tintin]

I gone to far.
Now i upset her more.
Great.
Well done Becca.
Real well done
:dry:

:cry:

 

[Melancholy]

Love you, Becca.

xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[tintin]

so fuckin weak.. im so fucking weak
WTF is wrong with me seriously.
i hope they all get angry at me and bite my head off
fuckin deserve it
stupid Rebecca stupid stupid stupid!

i hate me. me sucks.

 

[Abacus21]

:hug: :hug: :hug:

 

[tintin]

u no what al.. u can go fuck a fucking duck and come back quacking for all i fucking care. u stupid old good for nothing pathetic excuse for a friend... yeah real good fucking friend running your fucking mouth off..
ugh u piss me off so fucking much you think ur so fucking perfect. yes ur ill and yes i feel sorry for u but that doesnt give u the fucking right to do that!!! OMFG al u have pissed me off worse than fucking othe rbitch tonight gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah im gonna end up going fucking mad with you doing all this.. WHY AL WHY!?!?! FOR FUCK SAKE your a fucking adult grow the fuck up u overinflated bafoon!

 

[Dave_N]

Is everything ok Becca? :unsure:

 

[tintin]

sorry person B sorry i couldnt do it right. sorry i cant please you even though i have tried my hardest on all that i have done. that isnt good enough for you is it.. so what is..?
answer me that and i will do it to just get you off my case please just tell me what i have to do.. i will do ANYTHING please just tell me please?

tonight couldnt have gone much worse..

:cry:

 

[Melancholy]

Love you.

Talk to me. You know I'll listen. I'm here for you, twind. Always :smile:

 

[*dilligaf*]

Massive hugs hun xxx

 

[danni]

becca :hug:

 

[tintin]

me = stupid slag.

 

[tintin]

life is like a rollercoaster you have your ups and downs
you can only rely on yourself to turn this shit around
others are out to hurt you and make you want to die,
Theres only a few who can help you to try rebuild your life

ignore the ones who r out to just cause u pain
listen to the ones that help you smile and trust again
and when u reach the happy place the one with golden sands
reach out and grab it, hold onto it with both hands

because u never know when the sand goiing to hit you in the face
and that happy area u had turns into a hellish place
with fires that surround you and lick you with thier scorn
and once again u go to bed praying not to see the morn


sorry jus needed to .. well yeah

:unsure:

 

[tintin]

-sigh-
...she still goes on.
why cant she leave me alone?

 

[tintin]

im begging you please just leave me alone.
i know my mums dead
i know shes not coming back.
i know im stupid for believing i will see her again.
i know im stupid for trying to have friends.
i know im not allowed friends
i know i dont deserve friends
i know i deserve pain
i know im a whore
i know im a slag
i know i ask for it
i know its never going to end
i know im never going to be happy.
i know im better off dead

... see i KNOW all these things, so you don't have to keep telling me.

:cry:

 

[danni]

:hug: becca i'm here if you want to talk hun.

 

[tintin]

not allowed to talk :sad:

just have to bottle and not say a word :zipped:

 

[tintin]

once again i have fucked everything up.
stupid fucking me i need fucking shooting
im so sorry to the people who i've fucked things up for
don't worry i'm going to punish myself plenty for it
im just a stupid fucking whore

sorry <3

 

[tintin]

why wont he accept my apology :cry:
i didnt fucking mean too.
im punishing myself dont fucking worry
im so sorry ok IM SORRY.
please dont hate me?

:cry:

 

[tintin]

ok. i no talk no more.
i bottle.
its easier.
no more talking.
fine always.