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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Oceans, Oct 12, 2008.

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  1. Oceans

    Oceans Well-Known Member

    I hate myself. I don't deserve life. I am socially awkward person. I do not belong here on Earth. I am meant to take my own life. It is destined for this to happen.
     
  2. Oceans

    Oceans Well-Known Member

    I cant live. I dont want to live.
     
  3. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Whats wrong?
    Please don't give up now. I understand it's hard to live. And sometimes it seems things aren't in your favour and you may aswell give up but i always think, what if something great happens tomorrow? No matter how unlikey it may seem right now, you never do know what's aroud the corner. :hug:
    Stick around here and talk please.
     
  4. Starlite

    Starlite Senior Member

    Hi Oceans

    Please don't hurt yourself. You are worth more than that. Please pm me if you need to talk . I am only a pm away.
     
  5. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Oceans,
    Haven't seen you post in some time. What has triggered these thoughts? Why do you hate yourself so much? I also hate the way my life has turned out, but I haven't given up yet. A good friend here on the forum gave me some good advice. She told me to set those thoughts aside and explore all the different paths that lead to the way I feel. And to explore the paths that lead me to happiness!!
    She is a good friend and always gives me good advice!!! Maybe you should try that and see what becomes of it. If nothing else it helps to keep you from sitting there Idle and picking at yourself.
    I know it is tuff to do but well worth the effort. It is definitley a good distraction to help keep those thoughts at bay!!!Good Luck,~Joseph~
     
  6. Oceans

    Oceans Well-Known Member

    thank you all for your caring and supportive posts.

    my shoulder and back are so tensed and aching from being in a state of anxiety for most days. this state is getting worse and perhaps a little self-harm will do the temporary fix. one step forward towards life feels like i am committed to life and the preciousness of it yet it is something i truly do not believe. stranger1, detaching myself from these feelings may be helpful, allowing me to address and be proactive to happiness. all i observe are barriers and this makes me feel overwhelm and that i do not have the courage to face what must be take to lead a good life!


    I hate that i am unable to accomplish the simplist task that others find so easy and this makes me feel very inadequate and unworthy. self-pity is bad and become a vicious cycle to continue. I know this but i have to change my mindset and we know its so hard to change what has been apart of me for so long.

    Moaning day in and day out about the lack of meaning life and my incapacity to do anything. I do not deserve your time and effort.
     
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  7. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Oceans,
    Keep posting and PMing. You will find that you have plenty of friends here. I know you are down and don't beleive you have or can't make friends. We are all in the same boat. You really need to open up to someone to get those feelings out in the open. If you keep them locked up they are only going to festor into bigger problems. We ar here for you! All you have to do is talk to one of us or several of us depending on WHAT YOU WANT! Don't be afraid because noone knows Who you are. Take Care My Friend!!!~Joseph~
     
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