Hey, Now this is the 3rd time ive tried to stab myself, and ive been constantly
cutting my body anywhere i can think of a major vein..my thighs wrists even the inner joint of my elbow where i take my heroine injections...but back to the stabbing..yesterday at about 12 o'clock at night i felt the need to grab my dads combat knife and stab myself for the third time in the the arm just to let the pain bleed away but all i could think about was my girl...but i was so scared for the 3rd time that i urinated all over myself and my heart was pounding so fast that i also had one of the biggest erection of my life and to my demise my mom found me in the bathroom with an erection and a knive halfway in my shoulder...the next day i was sent to the psychiatrist with my parents who think that cutting my self arouses me...maybe it does...maybe i do want to die that badly
cutting my body anywhere i can think of a major vein..my thighs wrists even the inner joint of my elbow where i take my heroine injections...but back to the stabbing..yesterday at about 12 o'clock at night i felt the need to grab my dads combat knife and stab myself for the third time in the the arm just to let the pain bleed away but all i could think about was my girl...but i was so scared for the 3rd time that i urinated all over myself and my heart was pounding so fast that i also had one of the biggest erection of my life and to my demise my mom found me in the bathroom with an erection and a knive halfway in my shoulder...the next day i was sent to the psychiatrist with my parents who think that cutting my self arouses me...maybe it does...maybe i do want to die that badly