I know....a suicide threat that far out? Is he serious? Yep. I want to spend the rest of this year enjoying my family. We have plans on going to an amusement park in September. Then of course Halloween will be upon us and then the Holidays. Will be really good times. But then January will come. It will be the dead of winter, what better time. And...like yesterday....many days will happen between now and then of which I will be plagued, harrassed and quite frankly pushed to the limit by my mother. I am tired, ever so tired or worrying about the future with my dumbass parents. In a way, I wish it had been my daughter that had been molested by my father, and not my niece. Not that I would ever wish that on my daughter, but then it would be my sister having to deal with this shit, and not me. My Mom continues to constantly drag me down into her personal hell. Going so far as to call my work to harrass me over stupid SHIT. Well that is going to end. It's only going to get worse. As she ages and her health worsens, I will be the one that will be called upon. I will be the one that will be at her beck and call. And....here's the irony. She (My Mom) blames what my Father did on his depression. And She blames his depression on HIS mother, ( My grandmother) who constantly called on him at her beck and call. And he dutifully responded EVERY time. Well I can't and I won't. And...so...it ends. January.