As soon as I found a place like this my mom tries to ruin it. Some people suggested that I talk to my mom about seeing a therapist or somone to talk to. She thought that the computer was making me suicidal so she decides im banned from it for a month. In addition my uncle is now in a hospice with brain cancer and she forces me to visit him every day. Not sure what this is supposed to acomplish since he doesnt want to be seen like he is and it depresses me even further to watch him die slowly and painfully. I just need it to end. I need somthing to hold on to....