43 years of uselessness

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by worlds edge, Apr 25, 2007.

  1. worlds edge

    worlds edge Well-Known Member

    :dry: This is about as good a "Happy Birthday" as I deserve.


    This Wreckage
    Gary Numan


    And what if God's dead
    We must have done something wrong
    This dark facade ends
    We're independent from someone

    This wreckage I call me
    Would like to frame your voice
    This wreckage I call me
    Would like to meet you, meet you
    Soon

    We write suggestions
    Suggesting fading to silence
    And that must please you
    My mirror's tarnished with 'no-help'

    This wreckage I call me
    Would like to frame your voice
    This wreckage I call me
    Would like to meet you, meet you
    Soon

    (Japanese phrase - means "Goodbye, forever")

    Turn out these eyes
    Wipe off my face
    Erase me

    Replay 'The end'
    It's all just show
    Erase you

    I need to I need to I need to

    This wreckage I call me
    Would like to frame your voice
    This wreckage I call me
    Would like to leave you, leave you
    Leave you, leave you soon

    (Japanese phrase - means "Goodbye, forever")


    The one thing about birthdays that gets me: At 19 I promised myself I would force myself to live until 25 and then end it all. Needless to say I'm still here, 18 years after that deadline. Why didn't I do it then? And why can't I do it now?

    No, scratch that, I know I can't. Or at any rate can't yet.

    Look back and curse yourself.
     
  2. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    well first off Happy Birthday.

    I'm glad you're still here, so long after your deadline. ANd I sure hope you'll stay here quite some more years! :shake: (as you dont like hugs)

    and secondly... :dry: I forgot my 2nd point.

    I love the poetry you posted in that thread btw :cheekkiss
     
  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    HUN!!:eek:hmy: Ok firstly anyone who likes Gary Numan is OK by me!!!:biggrin:

    Secondly :bday:

    If you need an ear pm me or my MSN is in my profile :hug:
     
  4. Robin

    Robin Guest

    Hey Gmork, just wanted to chip in with my piece to say that I'm glad you passed your deadline. I never thought I would live past 21 and drove motorbikes accordingly, with reckless abandonment, thank heaven that I am here today and able to meet such people as yourself and I begin to wonder if someone had a suprose for us all along.

    I enjoy seeing your posts on teh forum, I like the way you can disect posts to get to the root of such posts, from what I've seen you have a cool approach to such things.

    I know I don't know you hardly at all but you're the sort of person I would like to get to know better, if you ever need a friend or are just lonely by all means drop me a pm, I'll be about :)