1st:Have you felt that you are worthless and you dont deserve to live or to be happy? 2id you ever had the feeling that you will be all your life alone,with no gf,sex or even friends,and in the end everything turn out alright? 3rd:Have you attempted suicide? 4th:Have you felt ashamed toward your family because you attempted suicide? 5th:If you hdd the feelings from Q 1&2,have these changed while you grew older,or have they remained the same? PS:I remeber how ashamed I was when I attempetd suicide.Especially the second time.After my 1st attemp,I promised my mother I will never do it again.I will never forget my mums face when she saw me covered in wires at the hospital.Even so,I still think about suicide a lot.And I do have a few plans on how not to fail next time.Its just that I dont know if I should kill myself yet.Some say that things will be better when I grow older.I dont think so,and probably I will kill myself for good next time.I am just undecided.But If I stay and think about it,death will be beter,since everything will be over and I will no longer exist.I do feel that I dont deserve to live(and I know I dont)so probably soon will be "bye-bye".