5 years ago I got a a women pregnant, I know it was my own faukt but I was young and stupid. She already had 2 older kids and at first it deemed as if things would be great. She's 8 years older and now I find I have nothing in common with her. I want to do things she doesn't. I spend all the time either at work or sleeping, there is no physical contact between us and I can't see a way out. Lately I find myself either uncontrolably angry or just crying. I've tried to talk how I feel but my way to deal with things has been to keep my feelings deep inside and now I think all I've kept hidden is about to break out. I have managed to alienate myself from all my friends and relatives and have noone to turn to. Some of the things i've dealt with as a child were too painful and embarassing to talk about.