Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by JustSam, Apr 3, 2012.

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  1. JustSam

    JustSam Well-Known Member

    It's been 5 months since I cut last.

    Since I was 12 years old, this is the longest I've ever gone.

    And I honestly want to throw it away. I really miss it, the pain, the process even.
    I just want to stop thinking about doing it and do it.

    Wtf is wrong with that.
  2. diamond2

    diamond2 Active Member

    old habits die hard unfortunately:(
    i miss it to n nw have a go at every1 cause i cant get that usual 'jist' u no the relief bt i still say no... my last time was around christmas so i no the fighting feeling .. i still get depressed n anxious bt theres always something ta hold u back just that little bit... keep holding onto that n well just keep tellin urself hw much u dont need to even if u dnt believe it n keep urself occupied x
  3. hateisalwayshere

    hateisalwayshere New Member

    I just gave into the urge today.
    I haven't cut for 10 months. But the emotional pain was uncontrollable, so I did it.
    Worst mistake I ever made.
    Now I have fresh scars, and the pain just isn't as "good" as is used to feel.
    You'll be disappointed. It doesn't feel good after a month or two of not doing it.
    Which is exactly why you SHOULD NOT do it.
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