~53 days to fix me

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by StarryNightSky, Nov 20, 2010.

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  1. StarryNightSky

    StarryNightSky Well-Known Member

    I can't I deserve it anyway. It'll be better that way for everyone. They can know I got what I deserved it'll make them feel better.

    I'td be my first happy birthday.

    will try but won't make it

    :hug: you made me feel better sorry for bothering you with my problems. Shouldn't have sorry

    bye take care.
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  2. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Please don't give up bluebird. I hope that things will get better for you. :hug:
  3. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    53 days to get stuck into some serious help for your illness...You can do it..you can
    talk to doctors, therapists, crisis line, friends, family, and we're here..
    then you may have a truly happy birthday alive..
    You don't deserve to die....you deserve to live
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    please don't talk about leaving okay you are too important to eveyone here
    I hope you get all the care and love and healing in those days as IV said so you can continue to come here and just chat and talk and be you.
    There is no time line to healing okay i have been in therapy almost 3 years and it takes a long time toheal some wounds. Please think about that okay we will always be here for you together You are not alone in the fight anymore.
  5. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    You don't have to do this. As IV and Violet said seek out professional help.. Talk to your parents or a close friend.,..Call the hotlines..We are here for you also.. Death is permanent you don't get a second chance or you can't back out of it..I hope you choose to get help..
  6. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    You are not a bother by any means and so sorry you are feeling this way...is there a way you can create a work plan for yourself and do small things to accomplish your rather large goal? maybe speaking with a professional can help with this...big hugs, J
  7. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    How you doing bluebird?
  8. StarryNightSky

    StarryNightSky Well-Known Member

    couldn't do it :i'm sorry: couldn't leave :i'm sorry:
  9. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    :hugtackles: so glad ...
    don't be sorry
    I hope you're considering getting some help and support now..
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  10. StarryNightSky

    StarryNightSky Well-Known Member

    :cry: I don't want help I want to die

    Memories are haunting me again sorry
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  11. StarryNightSky

    StarryNightSky Well-Known Member

    don't know what I want, I'm confused.

    sorry just ignore me. mind's all over the place, not very stable.
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  12. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i hate memories too bluebird ihope you can get outside okay stay in the present time so you are not so overwhelmed with sadness . do something nice for you okay if it get bad call your doctor or therapist and tell them you need some more help
  13. StarryNightSky

    StarryNightSky Well-Known Member

    Thank you all of you for caring and helping
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