I am struggling because of major depressive disorder, anxiety, hypomania, chronic fatigue syndrome and fibromyalgia. I dread every day and cannot find purpose. I feel tremendous guilt and worthlessness because I am not working and on disability. I have five more years until I can get on full pension and off disabiliity and this brings on more anxiety. I know I do not have the vitality to work presently but this brings me no comfort or release from guilt. I can think of things to do but have no enjoyment when I do them. Anyone else in a similar situation?