Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Anni, Feb 25, 2010.

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  1. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    fed up crying and hurting and feeling so shitty
    why am i here
  2. kote

    kote Account Closed

    agreed i feel the same!!!
  3. ozbound

    ozbound Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Know the feeling always asking the same questions.
    Do we go on just to please others or hopeing something better will happen?
    Slowly running out of hope though!
  4. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    im just here to please others right now
    and i dont see the point
  5. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    we are in this together!!
  6. kote

    kote Account Closed

    seems there is a massing of suicidal people waiting it out and now have given up including me. ive no doubt familiar faces will disappear soon.
    life is shit and i wouldnt blame anyone as i used to be so optomistic but the wind has been taken away and im left as a hollow being.
  7. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I hope all of you can hang on as there is hope new meds being made even today new therapies. Hang on okay there is always hope.
  8. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    Sorry violet im totally sick of hanging on, hoping. Ugh i dont know :(
  9. jnine

    jnine Well-Known Member

    i think we are here becaue have an indelible stain of health and hope. a long left memory or dream of being connected and whole. We want to be healed even more than we want to die. As much as we struggle and strive we have an inate desire for life and sharing and being. It's not difficult to classify and recognize fear, lonileness and exhaustion. It's consuming to feel all that, to see only grey or black, but we are more than that, in our hearts we want.....

    we feel that wanting and need and instead of allowing ourselves to hope we stand here holding out our pain or numbness or emptiness in a small desperate soundless hope that some one will see us and share some warmth and belief and offer us a reason to go on, without our have to risk asking for help yet again. we hope but we are afraid to hope
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  10. toffeekitten

    toffeekitten Well-Known Member

    feel exactly the same!
  11. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    so nearly done
    fuck hope
  12. jnine

    jnine Well-Known Member

    that's the worst thing about it though, it's indestructable
    hope won't give up in you. it will compell you pitiously on
    we are all much stronger than we might wish to be
  13. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    hope makes me think maybe there might be something
    but then there never is
    theres only ever shit
    and its crushing every time
  14. jnine

    jnine Well-Known Member

    yes i do hear and understand that

    may be you can confine your hope to one smallish thing

    what one smallish thing might you hope for?
  15. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    i dont even know what i hope for
    no idea
  16. jnine

    jnine Well-Known Member

    oh, well that is difficult

    is there something you might wish not to happen?
  17. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    so much
    but itll all continue happening whether i wish or not
    cuz lifes a bitch
  18. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy


    I know that you are fed up, but you are so strong and you always find something to live for. Please keep holding on..The world would be a sad place without you :(

    You are such a nice person, please keep going.. :hug: xx
  19. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    Sizz :(
    holding on is hard
    i doubt the world would change much
    and im not nice
  20. jnine

    jnine Well-Known Member

    i apologize to you Anni, i had to shut down abruptly, not everything is well here.

    it is hard to hold on, but it's also hard to let go

    for so so many, too things that you could wish not to happen i have the same thought as with too much hope. Perhaps a smaller unhope, one not so overwhelming thing to wish for, and then plan for and then maybe some peace. i am thinkng good thoughts towards you
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