I'm starting to scare myself. I feel.....nothing. I know I should be feeling about 100 emotions but its just....emptiness. I cant decide whats worse. Everything has gone down hill so quickly. I almost want to cry or scream. To feel mad or upset or hopeless. And its like everything had just shut down. Like it cant take it anymore. Nothing is worth it anymore. Ive quit caring. So whats the point?