Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Pink Teardrops, May 26, 2010.

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  1. Pink Teardrops

    Pink Teardrops Well-Known Member

    I don't need you attention
    Don't need it to stay alive
    All I need right now is Myself
    Me and my f**king knife

    So shut up and leave me
    Please, just go away
    I don't need all this bullshit
    Maybe another day

    You can't help me now
    I have to do this on my own
    Go listen to your own shit
    I beg you, just leave me alone!

    Give me a moment for myself
    I need to safe my life
    It will all be okay
    Don't worry about that knife

    Won't kill myself this evening
    Just some scratches which I need
    I know you won't understand
    But on the inside I already bleed

    You've already accepted my wounded inside
    So please accept the outside too
    I know it isn't a great solution
    But it's the best thing I can do

    The injury I'll cause
    Won't be as bad as the ones inside
    But you won't see them
    They're much easier to hide

    Someday, I won't need it
    By knowing other ways to express
    But for now I need it
    It's the only way to control this painfull mess!
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am sorry you have to self harm to take the inner pain away for awhile
    in time i hope new methods will come that are more healing
    I understand i do and i hope you have a great therapist to tht will help you heal
    good write good poem that explains your pain
  3. boo

    boo Well-Known Member

    I like your poem, but it's quite dark.
  4. Pink Teardrops

    Pink Teardrops Well-Known Member

    I have no therapist.. i don't seek help or deserve any.
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