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Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by TTrocP, Aug 30, 2006.

  1. TTrocP

    TTrocP Guest

    God damn so much is happening so fast. The pressure, the stress the tensions are all too much for me. I'm not sure if I have posted this yet but I saw a therapist last tuesday for sleeping issues (it's basicly too much anxiety) but I know soon it will turn to depression and such. I had to fill out a sheet. I wasnt going to answer it truthfully untill my mom said she wouldn't be able to see it. I was completely honest for better or worse. I wrote I had been sexually abused, abused substances and had suicidal thoughts. The first session we talked and she kept getting at how I was having so much trouble being social. I told her how switching schools in 7th grade was really hard for me and how I didnt have a real friend till 8th grade. I'm really stressing now, i wont be seeing her untill next wednesday. It felt so good to talk to someone, I really suggest to anyone to try and get someone they can talk to....it honestly helps a lot. Our school homecoming is in about 2 weeks and I am still on break with the girl I had a thing with. I don't know if I should try to talk to her this weekend (it would be about a 3 week break then) or if i should ask her more as a friend and try to work from there or just not ask her and not go.....i wont go to another homecoming single, it hurts way too much. Sorry this was so long but i havnt been on here for a while