Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cthulhu, Sep 2, 2006.

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  1. cthulhu

    cthulhu Well-Known Member

    i have never in my life been as close to killing my self as i am as of this moment...it is taking all my wil to refrane from doing so..i cant stop crying and all i feel is pain and fear...i just want to close my eyes and never wake up...
  2. gwalchmei

    gwalchmei Well-Known Member

    It's okay. You're going to make it. We're here for you.
  3. Manically Depressed

    Manically Depressed Active Member

    We can help you if you give us some details. We're here for ya!
  4. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    can you tell us whats making you feel like this?
    there are plently of peoplehere who can help
  5. cthulhu

    cthulhu Well-Known Member

    it is a lot of things, i dont want to be sick any more, i kniow alot of ppl dont view depretion as an illness but after 16 of strugling with it would cal it being very illl, that coupled with m,y living situation and my pending divorce and the fact he went a head and let me know she realy left me for my oldest dearest friend...and this contant fear of losing control and blacking out and hurting soem one...i just want to bo normal...for just one day....
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