6months ... *may trigger*

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by justmeonlyme, Jun 5, 2011.

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  1. justmeonlyme

    justmeonlyme Long Time SFer Staff Alumni

    its been over about 6 months since i last cut. everythings healed the scars are even starting to fade i was getting beter the urges where less and less but tonight... ive colected my tools it feels like only a mater of time before i do it im sitting here looking at the tools i need it so badly but i dont want to mess up the past 6 months but oh i need it so badly i just want the pain to go away this is the only way it will go away i need it so badly. i cant fight it... but im scared if i start i want be able to stop and im letting so many people down but i cant take it... im sorry
     
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  2. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    hey justme...

    I know it can be hard, but you can do it! You can get past thing hurdle. Throw the tools away, and resolve to make it further, one day at a time. :hug:
     
  3. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    wanna tell us whats' brought these SH thoughts back with a vengeance just now?
    6 months is a great achievement..
     
  4. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    6 months is great
    keep writing
    keep sharing
    don't hold it in
    you will feel better
     
  5. justmeonlyme

    justmeonlyme Long Time SFer Staff Alumni

    everything was just up....
    and im sorry guys i did it...
     
  6. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    never mind!!
    everyone falls off the bandwagon when trying to break habits
    I hope you'll hop back up and try again emma
    maybe you can break your 6 month record this time
    *hug*
     
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