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[morning rush]

I feel so down, slept all day and night...don't even want to go see my friend...just want to curl up and die...why is it that one day I'm okay and the next I feel like I've been hit by a train...

don't have any energy to do anything...like I stare blankly at everything...even my mind is blank...

 

[Domo]

It's probably for the best if you see your friend. Push yourself to do it.

I'm not sure why you feel ok one day and not the next. I experience the same. I found my mood has evened out with the right dose of anti depressants. But mood stabilisers could be an option too.

Hope you feel better soon.