i dno how i can go on... i have cut my arms so much, more then i ever have before. theyre ugly, rowas upon rows of horrd red loines. i got drunk and had a geat lignht with my friend and now im sobering up i think ima finish it. i dont want hepl i dont want to stop i dont even know why im p[osting this. noone here is gonna care anymoe then anyonew of faceboook or any of my friends.