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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by PiecesMended, Nov 7, 2010.

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  1. PiecesMended

    PiecesMended Well-Known Member

    Wasn't sure what to title this post... Never felt the need to post on the suicide forum bit before. Don't even know why I am, i'm not in a crisis I'm just very close to doing something stupid again but better, just not today I don't have the means. I think deep down, no matter what I tell myself, I just want someone to stop me.
     
  2. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    what's going on? i'm happy to listen if you'd like to talk.
     
  3. PiecesMended

    PiecesMended Well-Known Member

    The annoying thing is that I'm not sure. I'm not feeling right at all. It's weird and kind of scary. I don't know, i've never been good at describing things.
     
  4. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    i know how that feels, sometimes i get suicidal without a specific trigger. i just get caught up in the thought of it and then soon it takes on a life of its own. my shrink thinks it's a chemical imbalance, and sometimes i think she's right. other times, well, we don't see eye to eye. but i know she's trying to help me. anyhow, if you'd like to share anything more i'm online all night.
     
  5. PiecesMended

    PiecesMended Well-Known Member

    I was supposed to see my therapist this week but she was ill so it got cancelled. I had a long list of stuff I was supposed to give her (I can never say stuff, I write it then give them the paper if it's important.) But oh well. In the time between that and now things have gotten worse without a trig. I don't know when my next appt. will be... I think my meds might need changing. Also my therapist says that to me about depression but I have other issues so I highly doubt that theory.
     
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