Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Wastingecho, Dec 21, 2010.
whats wrong? Please speak to us, we can help.
no point - already started
just wanted to apologize for wasting everybody's time
You haven'tt wasted any bodys time go grab a cuppa and speak to us aboout it, come on theres always point. I'll be waiting x
done talking - done trying - done crying - done hurting - time to rest
Please ddon't say that. It seems like your going through a really tough time at the moment andI can see it making you feel low, did anything happen today? Never give up! Keep on going you always have all of us. It's sometimes good to cry it lets of alot of steam and doesn't keep your emotions bottled up, I'm sorry your hurting inside do you get couselling and therapy for your emotions? Don't end it, the life that is ours in the one were living today, you'll regret it and miss so much.
I find it hard to understand how you could possibly regret something in a state of non-existence.
exactly - no more existence, no more unrelenting pain from constant failure, from constantly realizing that i have no real value
i value you. i'm certain many others do, too. sorry you are feeling worse today. please don't hurt yourself. let us help.
SomeoneElse, that wasn't really helpful.
Washtingecho, you do have a value like everyone else, your not constantly failing I'm sure you've succeded in many thiings, yuou will be safe tonight wont you? Promise?
told you - already started adn mvoing forwrad
won't go into how
after 36 years it's just finally too much
tried and tried and tried
doctors and hospitals (forced) and drugs
can't take it any more, tired of fighting
been asking god to let me die for years, but god helps those who help themselves right?
please stop :sad:
just get on the damned train, i'll go through the tunnel with you, and get over and see Sadeyes...just give yourself a chance, to have another human being be there for you, really truly be there. You won't be alone, and you can safely fall apart. Maybe falling apart, will relieve some of the stress.
please? just try it?
are you taking an overdose? if so get to the hospital and let them take care of you. or call 911. it's not too late. you can get through this, you just need to reach out for some extra help. i care.
NO - NO MORE HOSPITALS!!!!!
can't do that again
just let me find a quiet little corner go out peacefully
and i don't think sadeyes wants me dying on her doorstep
no one wants you to die...
you don't have too
what about me?
I want me to die - doesn't that count?
i'm not going to stop fighting for you because it is quite simple. it's not your time. it's not time to go peacefully...
i'm sorry you had such a bad experience at the hospital. i have been hospitalized 5 times in the last 2 years for mental health issues. at the time i hated being locked up but in retrospect i was glad that they kept me safe. beign in the hospital saved my life. it took new medication and alot more work in therapy but my thinking came around.
i know if you give it time and a chance your thinking can come around too.
please let someone take care of you. if not hte hospital then the doctor. whatever you have done it's not irreversible at this point. give yourself a chance.
I know you want too
but, look, you've not given yourself a chance yet. you never do for you. never give yourself a chance. I don't know how to explain to you, ppl need other ppl, honest...
i'm doing for me now - it;s about ime
Please don't do anything Echo. We all love you so much. We don't want to lose you. I think Kali is right, you should go see sadeyes. Just please stay safe.