Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Beautiful Disaster, Jan 1, 2011.

  1. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    I already feel so guilty for writing this. I really do not wanna waste anyone's time anymore.

    I just feel so miserable and hurt. i don't have the strength to deal with life any longer. I feel so alone, nobody understands me. And if they do, they just leave me.. Nobody wants to be friends with a mess like me.
    I'm not good enough, I'm no good at all.

    I wish i was dead. I wish i could feel nothing.. I don't wanna be here anymore
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You are not waisting anyones time It is your illness not you okay Don't be so hard on you. I hope you can get some help from your doctor Maybe change up your medication or get some new therapy You are sad in pain but there is a way out of it all I am there too working hard to get out of the sadness. If you ever need someone just pm me okay You are not alone now i know it hurts dam sadness but with help you can beat it.
  3. NoMoneyToPlease

    NoMoneyToPlease Banned Member

    HEY! you're worth ten of me.

    Don't put yourself down like that.