I'm sorry. I know I'm not the same person I was just a few months ago. The guy on here that used to try and be entertaining and funny... I know I used to try and cheer people up and sometimes managed to actually do that. I know I used to be fairly supportive and helped people... I'm sorry that I haven't been able to do any of that lately. I just don't have it in me anymore. I can barely even keep myself going these days.