Just shows how weak I am really. 8 days away and I'm already back on this site because I happen to feel a bit sad. I actually thought I didn't need to come on here any longer because my life was starting to get better. And why was it better? Because I have fucking weed to take my mind off everything, so I don't have to feel anything I don't want to and so I don't have to face the fact that I'm not going anywhere. Well now that I'm sober, lets look at some facts: I'm a college dropout. I'm still not over my ex, after 2+ months. I have a shit job. I'm a total drug fiend. I have no real future prospects. I don't know what's bought all this on, but I feel lower than I have in at least a month. It's never-ending... I can drink and do drugs all I want, but I don't think I'll ever be over this.