I have OCD it has ruined my life completely. 8 years I have been struggling with it and now I'm just tired of trying. I'm 23 now and I have never had a job and I'm the biggest loser there is. Since last december when I woke up to realitiy and realized where I am in life, it has become so hard to get out of bed everyday. I am constantly sad and in sarrow every night. I seriously need a job where I can be happy, but a 8 year unemployment record really doesn't looks nice on a resume. But even if I could get a job could I hold it? That is a question that comes to mind. What about the payment? Am I going to be a janitor? Oh man, I have ruined my life! I have no education, I have no social networks to reach out to. Two days it will be my birthday and I'll be 24, I hope I don't see this day!