I don't know why I'm posting this thread. It may be because there's a tiny bit of doubt left somewhere inside me. I'm planning on doing it tonight after my parents have gone to bed (it's 4 pm now). I'm not sure about the method yet. Firearms would be ideal of course, but I don't know where my dad keeps his gun. I have my meds though. I suppose taking the whole lot of them would be enough. Or I might try slashing my wrists. I bought a pack of blades yesterday.