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Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by takencontrol, Jul 22, 2011.

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  1. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    its been a while since i self harmed, but today has heightened my need for it. i tried hard to fight it and kept myself occupied but the thoughts took over and now i am at peace with my decision to go deeper and deeper, till the life literally drains away. i will never be at peace, even now im done so i may as well stop the pain permanantly. i have taken the blame for how my life has turned out, i didnt try hard enough to beat my demons, i just rolled over and let it win. i was nothing more than a pain in the arse to every person that had the unfortunate displeasure of knowing me. sorry just doesnt justify what ive done.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun please you are not a pain hun you are in pain and suffering please call and get some help okay please hugs
     
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