Im sorry. I fucked up. She hates me...he'd hate me if he knew what i was thinking.....ppl at school hate me and i dont wanna go back and everything sucks and im sorry. im done. theres no point. im just a huge fuck up....a bitch...invalid....just like they said. so fuck it. they can all have what they fucking want now. fuck it. fuck it fuvki fuck it all. i hate this. like ijust cant do it. im sorry. and im sorry im wasting your time now. i just wanted someone to know. idk why. Idk anything. bye.