Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by MoAnamCara, Dec 9, 2011.

  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Am frustrated, sad, mad, lonely, helpless, scared, tired, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera.

    Strength? What strength?

    You just can't see me. Have you even tried to look?
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hey hun that is what i just wrote in my poem you can't see me I know how it feels to be invisible hun Just know you are not that here okay hugs
  3. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Thank you Total Eclipse

    I think people see me, or see the version of me they used to know or the one that I projected which is miles apart from the me as I am now. Its really not their fault, I don't tell people how I am honestly, and they can't mind read. I know I need to ask for what I want. But I don't really have anyone I can ask anything of. Invisibility covers an awful lot.

    And with circumstances the way they are, the emphasis is rightly not on me.

    If I weren't here tomorrow, who would notice? And who would care? I mean, truly care. But aren't all these thoughts of mine again showing and displaying my view of being the victim here yet again? Isn't that completely incorrect of me?

    I want to find one of those flying reindeers and disappear for a while!!!