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Discussion in 'Rape and Abuse' started by LonelyGirl22, Mar 5, 2012.

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  1. LonelyGirl22

    LonelyGirl22 New Member

    I was raped when I was 18 by a so called ''friend'' he took my virginity & I'm 22 now, afterwards I managed to carry on with life for a bit normal but eventually I broke down,
    Now i have agoraphobia & depression I only leave the house to go to the doctors/mental health centre.
    I'm on a waiting list to see a psychologist but until that happens I just feel stuck I have never told anyone about it cus i'm way to embarrased,
    I feel so low sometimes that all i want to do is die & kill myself :(
    I'm Young i should be out there having fun, making new friends etc instead im just stuck I don't really know what to do anymore.
     
  2. FrainBart

    FrainBart Staff Alumni

    :hug: it is very difficult to overcome everything that is brought on by a sexual assault, and it does take a lot of time and effort to get through everything, but you have taken steps in the right direction by getting put on the waiting list to see a psychologist. Hopefully with their help you will be able to work through the fears. Please keep talking here. Welcome to SF :hug: If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to pm me or any other member, I. Am sure they would be willing to listen.
     
  3. LonelyGirl22

    LonelyGirl22 New Member

    Thanks Personunknown :)
    Yes I actually think the psychologist is a good idea it would be good to talk to someone about everything face to face,
    & if i ever feel like i need to talk to some one I will defo pm you :)
     
  4. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Writer, Musician, Fun Lover, Magic Maker

    I'm sorry that this happened to you. You shouldn't feel embarrassed because there is no shame in getting help. Things will get better, and you will get out and meet new people and make friends. The therapy will help you, and you can always talk to me in the meantime :hug:
     
  5. Neverender

    Neverender Active Member

    Friend,

    I know this pain all too well. When I was a young boy I was forced to endure the same hell for years. I too have never told anybody and someday I hope to inherit some of the spark you show here to seek out the help of a specialist.

    Be strong, I am so sorry that it ever happened to you... I wish that NO human being EVER had to endure this. It is a disgrace to humanity that anyone would ever put another person through this hell. We are here for you, we're all here for each other. Feel free to talk to any of us, we are all listening and we really do care about you.

    Best regards to you, LonelyGirl22. Welcome to SF
    -Neverender
     
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