Here I am again. I don't know to do it now or not. But I have every thing ready with me- aspirin n razor. I think it will be good for my friends n family, they don't have to be sad anymore by looking me. I am sorry for my friends that I came into their life. They deserve better friend n not like me who always refuses to go out. I am the worst person alive on earth. I want to punish myself. I want to suffer. And I will keep on posting here, as I have no other method of expressing my thoughts; untill you ban me or criticize me.