I felt quite good, before, but now I feel SO depressed... among other things due to reading about how rape is considered good by the Bible. How can anyone see rape as good? It is the worst thing that exists, yet people base a religion on a text that views it positively. It appears it doesn't matter what they believe in, as long as they believe. How can people be so pathetic? I should get drunk and go to bed... I can take from my father's alcohol... might have to take just a little from every flask, however, so he doesn't notice.