A battle within me

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Chalcie, Feb 16, 2016.

  1. Chalcie

    Chalcie Member

    There are things that needs to be done... yet I don't want to do it.

    I know that I will hate myself after this. And I will get depressed again.

    I don't want to be depressed. On the other hand, I don't want to do things as well.
    Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to hit my head on the table!! I don't know what's wrong with me T____T

    It is like an endless battle within me.

    If only I can disappear
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I hear you the inner battles are so hard to fight I am sorry you are struggling right now i hope you continue to talk here that way you will not have to fight the battles alone ok
  3. ThePhantomLady

    ThePhantomLady Safety and Support SF Supporter


    You don't have to keep fighting alone. Are you getting any support, professional perhaps?
    And please do keep sharing your thoughts here
  4. Chalcie

    Chalcie Member

    Thank you... What do you mean by professional? I think I don't have one
  5. Chalcie

    Chalcie Member

  6. ThePhantomLady

    ThePhantomLady Safety and Support SF Supporter

    I meant a therapist, hun *hugs*

    How are you feeling today?
  7. Chalcie

    Chalcie Member

    I see..

    I am trying to live now..
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    See a therapist if things get over bearing or your doctor, they can really help you. I know it's a long process and struggle but keep fighting this and you will win, at least give yourself a chance :)
  9. Chalcie

    Chalcie Member

    Is therapy expensive? How much does it usually cost?
  10. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    It varies a lot depending on where you live. Right now I am in a research study so the therapy is free but in the past I have paid 45 an hour and 90 an hour, google therapists in your area to see what is available and within your budget.