A battle within me

[Chalcie]

There are things that needs to be done... yet I don't want to do it.

I know that I will hate myself after this. And I will get depressed again.

I don't want to be depressed. On the other hand, I don't want to do things as well.
Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to hit my head on the table!! I don't know what's wrong with me T____T

It is like an endless battle within me.

If only I can disappear

 

[total eclipse]

I hear you the inner battles are so hard to fight I am sorry you are struggling right now i hope you continue to talk here that way you will not have to fight the battles alone ok

 

[ThePhantomLady]

s*

You don't have to keep fighting alone. Are you getting any support, professional perhaps?
And please do keep sharing your thoughts here

 

[Chalcie]

s*

You don't have to keep fighting alone. Are you getting any support, professional perhaps?
And please do keep sharing your thoughts here

Thank you... What do you mean by professional? I think I don't have one

 

[Chalcie]

I hear you the inner battles are so hard to fight I am sorry you are struggling right now i hope you continue to talk here that way you will not have to fight the battles alone ok

Okay...

 

[ThePhantomLady]

I meant a therapist, hun s*

How are you feeling today?

 

[Chalcie]

I meant a therapist, hun s*

How are you feeling today?

I see..

I am trying to live now..

 

[Petal]

I see..

I am trying to live now..

See a therapist if things get over bearing or your doctor, they can really help you. I know it's a long process and struggle but keep fighting this and you will win, at least give yourself a chance

 

[Chalcie]

See a therapist if things get over bearing or your doctor, they can really help you. I know it's a long process and struggle but keep fighting this and you will win, at least give yourself a chance

Is therapy expensive? How much does it usually cost?

 

[Petal]

Is therapy expensive? How much does it usually cost?

It varies a lot depending on where you live. Right now I am in a research study so the therapy is free but in the past I have paid 45 an hour and 90 an hour, google therapists in your area to see what is available and within your budget.