Disheartened Child - (Might trigger but don't think so..) Alone I walk in lonely streets, listening to my sullen heartbeat.. I mourn as pouring rain falls, wondering how did I lost it all.. I watch as the motions go by, just staring at the gloomy sky.. Thinking of how it could’ve been, and things that I should’ve seen.. Why am I feeling all these blues? Does the heavens have any clue? Everybody seems cold and untrue.. Does living have to be so that cruel? I have always been deprived of love, I wish I can fly away like a dove.. Somehow my sadness still remain.. This loneliness will drive me insane.. I can see that I am now at life’s end.. Anyway, my life’s always damned.. I have lost all my dignity and pride.. I guess I will rejoice only in suicide..