I have actually done a little posting on here so I'm uncertain if I'm supposed to introduce myself or not. Then again, I'm uncertain if I should be here or not. I strongly suspect that I don't belong here and if so, I'm sorry for wasting your time. I have suicidal thoughts and have done since I was a child. Never attempted anything though, although I have experimented with ideas - just to see if they'd work. I strongly suspect that I'm far too pathetic and cowardly to actually go through with it anyway, even if I had the opportunity (which I don't at present). I may or may not have depression and/or other issues - I've never been diagnosed with anything but then I don't tell these things to people let alone doctors. The only reason I can say ANYTHING here is because I'm anonymous. I have no words of wisdom or deep insights into anything and can offer nothing of value. So, what do you think? Should I stay or should I go?