I've got a few things I wanna get off my chest, but I'm afraid to act on them. Not too long ago I posted a topic asking if anyone knew of any medication to help heal scars. After getting some replies I have found myself still not acting on this. It's a bit unnerving to go into a store just for that. I'd feel awkard. Another thing is my doctor. It's been a few months since my last visit, where the nurse, doctor and my mom all saw my cuts and they discussed it alone, since then no one has brought it up (thank god). But I'm worried that if I go back, he will want to go further into the detail as to why I have them. My reason for wanting to go is to be checked if I have BiPolar Disorder or not, hopefully I do so that I can blame something else for everything going wrong. Both of these things are life-stopping and I'm not sure what to do. I'd hate to hear "just go, doctors can't tell anyone anyway." Yes they can when your a minor.