I stumbled upon this site, i seem to spend a lot of time contemplating what it would be like to end my life...so my googling tends to be a little depressing but it brought me here so there you go. i won't bore you all just yet with my meandering thoughts, i just wanted to say hello. I don't know whether i will post again or whether i will just lurk and read. i find as the days go by my willingness to actively participate in anything at all diminishes. anyway, my goal was to say hello, so hello.